Dear Future Avalonne,

Thursday, January 1, 2015

Dear Future Avalonne,

Today is January, 1st, 2015, which means it's a new year for new adventures, chances, dreams and goals to achieve, memories to make, opportunities to seize. Are you ready to take on this challenge? Because this is your chance to make a difference in your life. 

I've never felt so determined in my life and I think something has really shifted within me. A few weeks ago, I received a spiritual healing from a medium (I never got her name). Usually, I'm the first person to be skeptical about that, but on this particular Saturday, I felt compelled to get my spirit healed, because I was in desperate need of a healing. It was a strange feeling, as I was sitting there, with my eyes wide open and my palms on my knees... I kept thinking in my head, "help me heal my spirit and my soul, I feel so lost and disconnected. I want to feel free and liberated." And that was my word that I picked: FREEDOM. She helped me align my chakras and freed my creativity back into my hands. I felt rejuvenated. It was like magic. I'll take it! I'll accept this healing with an open mind. So thank you for helping me and healing me, I am so grateful to you.

I feel so motivated and organized right now. I'm in the process of straightening out my life and re-organizing and re-shifting my perspective on life. I contacted everyone I care about and spent time to catch up with them, because I care. You have to care. If you care about someone, you will spare time for them in your life. I spent time to clean, tidy and organize aspects in my life, like sending out emails, organizing simple things e.g. Spotify, my desktop and my bookmarks on Chrome. It's such a great feeling. So Avalonne, please continue to stay organized and don't allow this is to be a fluke. This is you and who you deserve to be.

In terms of creative endeavors, I feel so ready to put myself out there. Not to completely expose myself, but to be transparent and honest with you (anyone who's reading this). I want to be the type of person who is caring, nurturing and wants to make a difference. I don't know what I'll be able to achieve in life, but I'm going to work my way in that direction. I may never be known for my puny contribution, but that will not stop me from trying. I want to be a positive voice for people out there and I hope people will want to listen. I want to create, educate and learn about life, because we're here. We exist. Somehow we're in this life and all I want out of it is to help humanity and life persist throughout time. 

As my friend Bixby texted me at 5:35 a.m. this morning:

"It's all by chance and randomness. We are alive by chance and infinite variables." And my response? "We wouldn't exist if my mom hadn't met my dad. He wouldn't exist if his mom hadn't met his dad. It's quite poetic. I wouldn't have met you, if I hadn't dated Leo (his old roommate). Life is just a journey, so sit back and enjoy the ride."

Bixby is one of my best male friends and I'm so thankful that he's in my life. Same goes for all of my friends. And thank you to Caro for ringing in the new year with me via Skype. We both decided to watch Birdman on New Year's Eve by coincidence. There's a reason why she's my best friend. We just get it and we don't feel the need to stupefy ourselves with alcohol or other substances. So cheers to that!!!

"It is by chance that we met, by choice that we became friends." I truly and wholeheartedly believe in this saying. Life is full of chances and choices and I choose joy and positivity. I know why I'm here and I'm just so thankful that I am and I can enjoy it with you. 

Be safe, happy and healthy out there in 2015.


Avalonne Hall